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“In the meantime, you need to invest that money. What’s done is done but you still have to live.”

“I guess so.”

“It’s what Mattie would want.”

“Sure.”

“And, if worse comes to worse, you can always ditch Jacob and move in with me.”

“You’re not my type. You’re too emotionally stable and your place is too messy.”

“Yeah, that’s always been my problem.”

A shadow broke the sunlight that slanted through the curtains. Someone was outside her door. Her apartment, like all the others at Ivy Terrace, had a private entrance. The top stories were accessed by a shared set of stairs, but each had its own deck. She waited for a knock but none came. It must have been an errant courier.

“I’d better be getting back to work,” Kim said, tugging Renee back to the phone.

“Things crazy at the lab?”

“You know how blood is. People just can’t seem to live without it.”

“Okay, thanks for letting me whine.”

“Renee?”

“Yeah?”

“I hate to say this, but you made a million the hard way.”

“I’d pay a hundred times that to have Mattie back.”

“I know. It just seems a little strange, that’s all. Like a silver lining in a black-as-hell cloud.”

“Yeah.” She didn’t want to start crying again. “Oh, there was one thing I wanted to ask you, since you’ve been here awhile. Do you know anything about Joshua Wells?”

“Jacob’s brother? I’ve only been here a few years longer than you. I heard some stories, but apparently he left town years ago.”

“What kind of stories?”

“The usual, troubled-rich-kid stuff. Vandalism, shoplifting, drugs, soliciting hookers. What, Jacob never told you?”

“I guess he was ashamed. He’s always going on about living up to the Wells name.”

“Get that man some help. Get both of you some help. Now I’ve really got to run. I have some Type O that’s just crying out to be HIV-negative.”

“Bye, Kim.” She hung up and looked at the window again.

The shadow was back. The deck planking squeaked with footsteps. She wondered if Davidson was snooping around. She was about to go to the door when the phone rang.

She looked from the door to the phone. Ivy Terrace was upscale, safe. And she had locked the door. She always locked the door. It was Jake who was careless about such things, like leaving the sliding glass door open on the night of the fire—

She picked up the phone. “Hello?”

The line hissed with empty electronics. Four seconds passed.

“Kim?” she said.

“It’s me.”

“Jake! I’ve been worried sick. Where are you?”

“The place I said I’d never go.”

“What? You sound terrible. Do you have a cold?”

“I got another present for you.”

“I don’t want a present. I want you to talk to me.”

Jacob’s voice grew fainter. “Special delivery.”

He added something she couldn’t hear because a car with a busted muffler roared through the parking lot outside.

“Jake, we need some counseling. We need to work things out. About the money and about us.”

“Mattie,” he said.

“Yes, that, too. We need to return her to the dirt. It’s something we should do together, no matter how you feel about me.”

“My daughter.”

“Mine, too.”

“I didn’t know.”

“Jake, are you okay? Please don’t tell me you’re still drinking. You know what stress does to you.”

“The door,” he said, and the line went dead.

Was he the one who’d been outside her door? The phone signal had been clear and steady, not fluctuating the way most wireless signals did in the mountains. There was a pay phone in the apartment’s laundry room, but whoever was at the door wouldn’t have reached it in the interim between her seeing the shadow and answering the phone.

Renee brushed her hair and grabbed her purse. After what Kim had said about Joshua Wells, she planned to go to the Kingsboro police department and check on his criminal record. She’d heard long-time residents mention him once in a while, but she knew little about him other than that he’d moved out of town shortly after his mother’s death. Joshua hadn’t even shown up at the reading of Warren Wells’ will. Of course, Jacob had already been guaranteed the money, so she couldn’t blame him.

She opened the door and was reaching for her sunglasses when the package flopped at her feet. It must have been leaning against the door. It was in plain cardboard about the size of a saltines box. She went to the edge of the deck and peered over the side, expecting to see a UPS or FedEx van. The parking lot was nearly empty, the tenants off to day jobs and errands.

She picked up the package. It bore no label. The box was light, and might even have been empty. She carried it inside to the narrow table in the kitchenette, got a butcher knife, and slit the tape between the top two folds of cardboard.

As she peeled the flaps back, the odor of stale charcoal assailed her. Inside was a stained bundle of white cloth. She touched it, and then recognized the lace brocade around the small collar. It was the dress Mattie had worn at her First Communion.

She pulled the dress out, knocking the box to the floor with the motion. The dress was silk, and the bottom half of it had burned away. One sleeve had been torn off, and a black rip ran the length of the abbreviated back. Despite the ruin of the dress, it evoked an image of a beatific Mattie bowing before Father Rose, accepting the round wafer from the priest and putting it between her lips.

“Matilda Suzanne,” Renee whispered, pressing the garment to her cheek. “Oh, my baby.”

They had picked out the dress together, Mattie insisting on a “grown-up girl’s dress,” not one of the plain ones with a bow tied in the rear. She’d worn white socks and black shoes with single straps and the slightest rise in the heels. Her hair had been pinned back with lacquered white barrettes in the shape of doves. Though this was her big sister’s day, Christine had also worn a tiny white dress, adorned with some milk spit-up on the front.

The memory so overwhelmed Renee that she wasn’t aware how long she stood there, rocking back and forth, the cloying stench of scorched fabric in her nostrils. After a time, the dress grew heavy in her hands, a relic that was both treasured and despised. It should have burned up in the fire. She had prayed for understanding, she had accepted the loss as one of God’s mysterious workings, and she had wiped clean the slate of her soul. Yet here came this piece of a miserable past back into her life.

No, God hadn’t delivered this. Jacob had.

The phone call, his cryptic phrases, the mocking voice, almost as if he were blaming her. Taunting her. Torturing her.

He wasn’t himself. The realization broke her heart all over again. She had promised to be strong for him, to bring him back from whatever abyss failure had pushed him into. But how could she rescue him when she didn’t know who he was? How could she save him when it took all her energy to save herself?

Jacob must have visited the charred wreckage of the house. Maybe Mattie’s dress had been caught in some strange backdraft and wafted away from the flames into the surrounding woods. With all the commotion and activity, no one would have noticed, nor recognized its significance. But Jacob knew. He’d attended the communion, one of his rare visits to St. Mary’s.

The dress had leaked bits of charred cloth onto the floor. Renee spread the garment across the table, then knelt and collected the pieces. As she touched the black scraps, they broke into smaller pieces. They were disintegrating even as she tried to collect them, and her desperation to save the scraps only made them crumble faster.

She gave up and washed her hands in the kitchen sink. The black specks swirled down the drain, lost to her forever, gone to some lightless place of decomposition and decay.

Maybe Jacob was breaking down in the same way. She couldn’t let that happen. She dried her hands, grabbed her purse, and went outside into the sunlight. The wind off the white pines swept away the charred smell, and her head was clear by the time she reached her car.